CPR on a dead horse...my marriage...?

You are caught up in a very hurtful cycle. Deep down, I do not feel that what a person who has been treated so horribly is really feeling LOVE for that person. What they are really feeling is hurt, shock & betrayal. Be good to yourself -give yourself the love you deserve - self-respect! I know this is morbid, but even in a hospital, after doing EVERYTHING BENEFICIAL to resuscitate the deceased, but nothing is correcting the situation- the code is eventually "called". If you are certain the marriage is dead as far as he is concerned, it's time to stop that CPR. Dead is dead. I've endured some really rough times, but prefer to leave it behind, really learn from my mistakes & live my life to the fullest. Pain DOES fade with time. I don't even think of my old exes with hate or regret anymore. (I'm working through a divorce right now, it's hard, but I know I'll be completely fine with time).